Finding my way to healing
It’s funny how life seems like a maze, you go one way and
get rewarded, go another and you hit a dead end. Gently life brings you to your
purpose, one lesson at a time. After a life of raising my sons, competing on
horses for 50 years! And work in real estate and income tax prep, which I still
do, it was time to do what I was being called to do. Not that any of it is a
waste of time, just one step that leads to many.
I found my gift of healing in the strangest way. I had this
pain in my left side, I told my doctor I must have a 10 pound ovary. We did ultra sounds and everything was
normal. I found that really odd. I’m pretty good about pain, I respect it of
course, but I don’t seek it. Then one
day I got on my little mare and the pain was striking! I got off and it went
away. Now I’m thinking I am losing it, so I get on her again, and BAM! Here comes
the pain again. I step off and it’s gone. So… I called the vet and had her ultra-sounded.
Sure enough she had cysts on that ovary!
I sheepishly told my doctor and he wasn’t even surprised. He had heard
of such things before.
Not too long after, at a race my big mare and I crashed
going around a barrel. She rolled over on top of me and we were both pretty
banged up. I felt fine after a couple of days, so I went and rode my trusted
gelding just to make sure I was alright. It was all good. Then I got on my big
mare and BAM! Great pelvic pain. But not mine, it was hers.
So here I am able to feel their pain and felt there must be
something I could do to help. I laid hands on and pictured energy coming from
the earth through me, to them and back to the earth. A circle current. It
really worked. It was a day later I was able to tell she was feeling better. It
worked on the small mare too, she stopped sending me her pain and was back to
work.
I realized through a couple of flukes, that I really had no
control over how the energy was working or if I was using my own emotional
energy. I did some reading and found that emotional energy is very unstable.
Makes sense to me, on so many levels. So I decided to learn a proven modality.
I had just found Christ, and was worried about working in this arena. I found a
Reiki Master that had been attuned by a Catholic Nun! Okay, that pretty much told me I was on the
right path.
So now I doing Reiki treatments in my home. I have a
specific room set up for gentle healing. I work by appointment, and being a
Reiki Master, I am able to facilitate physical, emotional and spiritual healings.
Seem recently it has been a lot of emotional during this trying time. We have
to remember what an honor it is to be here for this event. So many things being
opened up, so many changes. Life gets so rewarding when you stay on the right
path. This will be no different.